it hit me....

the other morning flynn and I were having our morning coffee and talking about our boy hagan...he was away at a youth leadership workshop.  We were talking about this upcoming senior year and the fact that this is the last year before he goes away to college.   For those of you that know this outgoing kid, he is the kind that might come home to visit whenever he can, but he also might go and love it and rarely come home...this is a hard thought to grasp, and I know that moms everywhere are going through this same thing and that there are those who have lost children...I know I am blessed to have had the time with all my kids...but it hit me and it is all I can think about!  This is my last real "formative" year with this firstborn little man!